Discography
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Tracklist:
01 CHANGING
I feel this in me
it’s moving, it’s talking I feel this in me
it’s breathing, it’s living
I am two persons
I live two lives
I feel it crawling and now it dives into me
changing changing
I don’t want to do this changing changing
I don’t want to be this
tell me what is this in me that makes me staggering that makes me pretending what I not really am
you’ll never save me from this can’t take me off this
‘cause this damn change – it‘s coming it’s not stoppable
it’s not stoppable
I can’t stop it now
I want to stop it now
it’s not stoppable, it’s not stoppable
and now it dives into me
02 I RELIED ON YOU
yearning and animus conflate
you determined your own
irreversible fate
the quiet before the storm
– a final peace before the fierce mutinying swarm
I relied on you
I am a fish ex scales
I relied on you
still you burned the mast and torched the sails
I relied on you
despite a cold deluge
I relied on you
and I was spellbound
so I slowly drowned
what did you expect
a captain who blinds the crew
is a cast-off without rescue
slowly the hulk fouls
until the wood breaks and growls
the thunderous ocean
devours your frightened soul
03 RAIN
we met last Friday
you said you’re new in town
I just came to say hey
but you’re not looking okay
we went out a couple of times
I even made you smile
but there’s something wrong with your heart
you came for a new start
but will you find it with me
come on and let us see
please try forgetting your past
‘cause life is going on fast
please try forgetting your past
‘cause life is going on
I don’t know what to say
so just tell me what you want to hear
my dear, my dear
but you just opened your lips
saying love is your biggest fear
your fear
you’ve got a lot of scars
even though I can’t see them
but let these wounds heal
‘cause you can’t stop what happens
two people fall in love
why can’t you just let it be
please try to finally let go
please set your mind free
please set your mind free
please try forgetting your past
‘cause life is going on
and when I came
you were standing in the rain
the ocean sprawling and
the water falling down
but the raindrops on your face
in the thrill of the chase
they were running down,
running down replace your smile, erase your smile
04 SHADOW OF MYSELF
empty eyes staring into nothing
feeling the fire
in my back
through the iced earth
I was almost here
but I fell and broke
and now I will disappear
so I fade
I let you down
I give you up
and start again
with the shadow
– the shadow of myself –
with the shadow of myself // with the shadow of you and me I will disappear
I’m invisible
I hate you for everything
put the spear
in my back
close my eyes and run
I was almost here
but I fell and broke
and now I will disappear
pain from behind
directs me to hell
don’t make me cry
yes, I’ve got no more tears
05 ESCAPE
Neil said
that it’s better
to burn out t
han to fade away
and I don’t want to fade
I will feel those feelings that I evade
that they forbade so I want to shout
(but) I’m scared to burn out
I’m scared to fade out
I fear the humdrum and the heat
‘cause I won’t just wait and stay
‘cause It’s all so drab and grey
I want to run with you
– throw these thoughts away
there’s a
sweeping change in my heart
so I’ll have to break free
now they’re new to me
it’s my vice to keep my composure now
but don’t be fooled by them anymore
I see the seaside
see a riptide
in this overflowing stream
walking down the street –
a smile on her face
it’s fragrant air she breathes
hair made to a tress
– as blond as the sun
who knew that she’s a mess
picking flowers on a meadow
a mysterious person appears
before she could go
– no chance to hide he’s too near
– the flower starts fading
how should I find a reason
here for her to stay
how should we find a safe place
not to break away
she’ll chase the dark clouds away
make the sun come out
all we need to do is to pray
‘cause we don’t know what she’s about
her biography will be a fairytale
just a princess in a castle
I think our conceptions fail
when I see her run faster and faster
tell me what’s on your mind
behind this wall is more
than they can blindly find
and she falls to the floor – the wall starts breaking
07 CAN ANYONE TELL
nobody can tell what’s
wrong with me
nobody can tell
if I’m on a spell
nobody can tell
why I can’t breathe
nobody can tell
why I’m addicted to your smell
you left me, you left me
on the dark side of the moon
you kissed me, you kissed me
and now I’m hoping to see you soon
I don’t know
why I’m still here
but something just keeps me bound
on the dark side of the moon
‘till I finally get found
can you feel the pain
crawling up in me
can you feel the shame
that you put me through
can you feel the tears
falling down like rain
and tell me can you feel
how I’m still not through with you
08 ASTRAY
new town
new faces
standing on your own two feet
no friends
only strangers
but you are here to find and seek what you need
but you don’t get
that’s why you’re standing in this crowd don’t be silent
don’t give up
just go out now and scream and shout
if you don’t know what to say
just shout out loud
if you don’t know what to do
just shout out loud
don’t give a fuck what they say and shout out loud / scream and shout
new town
new faces
standing on your own two feet some friends
some still strangers
but finally you find what you seek what you need
is what you get
that’s why now you’re a part of this crowd you won’t be silent
you won’t give up
just go out now and scream and shout
09 THE FALL
fall deep down
to the light and the sound
to the sandstorm sliding
fogbound
when your eyes shine down
we’re walking like shades of ourselves
O it fades
and your eyes
– they fall through me
as I fall into them
– all brown and glossy
it feels like falling down
and I’ve got nothing to hold on
/ hold on to and I’ve got nothing to hold on to /
hold on and I’ve got nothing to hold on / hold on to
alabaster resounds in my ears
like the sea before us
pure black
drowning out the eyes
run away, find no way drown it out
and arise
you told me once
you’d kill for life
so would you also kill for mine
you told me once
I was hard to find
but you’d leave your love
to make up your mind
if you asked me once
what the best was in life
it’s easy to answer
it was you to find
if I saw you once
and could make any change
I would turn back the time
and again make you mine
don’t tell me its over
it has been so long
don’t tell me it moved you
you wouldn’t be gone
don’t talk about friendship
that we never have had
don’t wish to keep distance
you’re so close in my head
I told you once
I’d be by your side
why won’t you be here next to mine
how long would it take to realize
what friends did wrong to cause your despise
Tracklist:
1) Can anyone tell
2) I relied on you
3) Rain